ugh

Ok life sucks right now..no air in the house..and my hubbys transmission is out..GREAT...oh well whatcha going to do? Cry? did that..didnt help and it just gave me a headache..

back from Vaca

Hey Im back from Vaca..it was nice to be gone..but actually its nice to be back! :) We had fun..went to zoo..and just hung out together..sometimes that is the best times..Well its Monday..and a bit crazy..but gotta love it..hopefully i have this attitude come Friday :)

The final countdown

2 more days..I can do it..had a horrible headache since about 2 this morning...ugh..feel a little better..still hanging around a little...but no worries. :) Today is my sweeties Birthday! Happy Birthday John! He doesnt look a day older and certainly doesnt act it..lol..!

HumpDay

Wow..Wed already..this is week is going by faster than I thought it would...this is a GOOD THING.. didn't work out this morning...(its ok Jackie:)) slept til like 710 and surprisingly I look good..feel good..so going to be a good day!! 2 more days til a little freedom! yay!

No Negativity Tuesday

No Negative vibes today...I will not wish ill will on anyone today..no matter what...HEH..If I had super powers I prob would have already disintegrated someone..so thank God I don't! lol..why does one person always make u feel less of a human..well I have decided not to give her that power any longer..:) And..My good friend Jay got to go see my man Bon Jovi last night and he seen Tony Romo..my other man..geez..what the heck?

Wow Forgot Friday! :o

its Monday..yay..i can say this because..I start VACA next week..I am so happy..so this week is a piece of cake! no worries. It better warm up though..it has been to cold! ..if its warm it reminds me that I want to be thin..when its cold I could care less!! heh..crazy how that works...

bad hair day

Rain Rain go away...well actually i kinda like it..would like it so much more if I was at home..but oh well gotta pay the bills! Nothing like April weather in Oklahoma..gotta love it! :) Didn't workout this morning..slept in..it was nice! don't feel to bad, but hungry! Always hungry..I wonder why that is?..I think i have a HUGE stomach..and is use to being fed when ever it growls at me..I have been trying to tame this monster but he keeps coming back for more..I will try and not give in to the growling..heh!

humpty dumpty day..

Its Wed..yay! half way thru..:) My favorite diet drink right now is Diet Cherry Chocolate Dr. Pepper..I love this clever concoction!! it is good..i like AlOT! going to try and stay busy All day today..lets see how long that will last..heh!

happy happy joy joy??

OK hard to admit but its hard to stay positive and happy all the time! I know because I try..but gosh sometimes life just happens and it gets you thinking why be happy?..but then I think why not?? Whats more enjoying..being sad and depressed or just smiling and being happy..I chose joy..as hard as it is to be happy its harder to stay sad! Life happens and we chose how to handle it..I hope I have the strength to keep joy in my heart...its hard..but this to shall pass. So when I'm sad or grumpy or yelling at my husband I will try and stop myself and chose to be happy. ..this is going to be tough! lol

Wonderful Week

I have decided to have a wonderful week no matter what!...happy happy joy joy! I did work out this morning..thanks to Jackie..if not for her I would prob just go on sleeping..and complaining about being fat..heh. So everyone have a wonderful week and don't worry be happy!! (especially you TInA Louise!!

fast week

Wow this week has flown..prob cause I only worked half a day Tuesday and Thursday..very nice..but I didnt work out any! (sorry Jackie) but still not a bad week..it is Friday and the weekend awaits!!! :)

sad

Today is Johns grandmothers funeral..its rainy and foggy and just a "funeral" day...I really really hate going to funerals..I know everyone does..but I litterally get sick and horrible feeling..I think after Lisa my oldest sister died I got this phobia..and then Dad..I think it brings back all of those feeling that I try and not think about EVERY day..its hard..for anyone. I want to be there for John though..

middle of the week

Its Wed..Im at work..not feeling great but not feeling to bad. Not much to say today..

sick

Im not feeling to good today..came to work late..didnt work out and my head feels like it weighs 100lbs..ugh! but No worries..just got to work thru it...