rain

Its raining today..very nice..would be a good day to stay at home..in bed or cleaning or watching tv..anything but work..they have installed new cameras in our office..why? Im really not sure..to try and catch me working purhaps? That prob wont happen..its as rare as bigfoot! ha..i kid! I work hard...at not working LOL..:) seriously what the heck? lol Big brother watching us? its crazy...im back to popcorn..oatmeal and a occasional snack..I was looking at my bod in the mirror last night..(like most nights) and it really made me sad and disgusted..my legs look like they belong on someone else...is that really me??? And as I was telling myself how bad I am to let it get to this John comes and scoops me up and tells me how beautiful I am..aww..now that is true love huh? :)