been a while

Hi all..its been a while since I posted..but thought I would start up again..Im having issues today with being nice to a person who really treated me like crap for a long time..but for my step daughters sake I am being nice..even though I want to punch a wall out or something..being a step parent is one of the hardest jobs..especially when you love the kids so much..like your own..and the real parent gets all the love..I know Im liked..maybe a little loved..but anyways..it hurts. My home is HOT..not warm..not uncomfortable..its full blown HOT>.sucks bad..oh well thats life..lately thats how life has been..sucky. No worries :)